Wednesday, January 28, 2009

The start

It has been 25 years from the time that I started observing, cognizing, interprepetting, analyzing and opining. Then of course I have taken decisions, some based on what I thought were correct but most them were hypocrytic. Of late, I have started thinking differently. My thought process atleast have broken the shackles. What remains to be seen is whether I can break free.

At the onset though let me just reproduce an introduction of mine I had recently put up somewhere. Hope the bragging makes for some good reading:

I am a free soul! Anything and everything interests me. I am one who believes at every point, that life is really beautiful, just look out and thats it. I like to enjoy the chill of the breeze with my shirt off, the scorching sun tanning my skin, skin deep beauty and beauty from deep within. I have no favourites and I dont know of anything that I hate. Everything is just a state. It is meant to be! I am in love with the common.

And I love speed. Speak to me about automobiles or planes and I can bore you for hours without looking at your poor face even once!I have loads and loads of friends, but I am esoteric to the core. And thankfully my friends understand that. Some of them complemented, "You have a strange way of making people feel comfortable in your presence" or something like that and that is a complement that I keep very very close to my heart.

The thing that makes me really happy - that inexpressible feeling in the eyes of somebody at the moment when he has just realized something he had to really work hard for, so much so that he had started to yearn for it like a dream or when he has just learnt how to conquer the worst of pains. You know why I like it so much? Because its rare, very very rare! In todays world I am yet to meet a third person who knows what he really wants in life or is really mature in handling pain. I might be wrong here, please forgive me!

My aim in life, let's keep that off for another day! But surely, I find it very interesting to do something new. Anything new. By the time I have grandchildren, I don't want to run short of bed time fables.To do list: to learn to fly (that's a childhood dream), skydiving, to roam the streets of the world (I have a long list of places I want to visit, I have no desire to go to any tourist spots).Well is that me? Probably yes, but then how do I know ...